FlameUp - Latest Life http://www.flameup.com/ She is psychotic and heavily medicated...watch yourself with her. Sat, 20 Feb 2010 04:42:21 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/Amanda_Moisher_56254 http://www.flameup.com/life/Amanda_Moisher_56254 So, I:ve been dating this guy for a while, and we have had a really good relationship. then about four months ago he got a new laptop and I was introduced to my new boyfriend. A boyfriend that plays diablo 2 all the time. I mean, I wouldnt mind if he played a couple hours a day but no, he literally plays for 16 hours a day. He doesnt have a job, which also doesnt bother me because i figure he has time to play his game while im at work, but then when i get home we can spend some time together. but no, its never like that. he goes right back to playing his game. I was sitting crying because my grandpa is dying. I asked if he could lay down and comfort me, and he said in a minute. a minute for him means 1/2 hour at minimum. and FORGET about sex, he has a schedule and if i complain once about him playing his game, he adds another day to when he will sleep with me. and i mean, i am not a bad looking good, i mean, i'm not gorgeous, but i know a lot of guys who would liek to sleep with me. so its bothersome. so i mean, he could at least want to have sex with me, i'm always horny now but if i ask him for it, he says that he is busy and doesnt want to.   will this diablo 2 ever end???????? m Thu, 11 Feb 2010 01:41:08 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/My_boyfriend_choses_Diablo_2_over_me_all_the_time_95027 http://www.flameup.com/life/My_boyfriend_choses_Diablo_2_over_me_all_the_time_95027 I hate rain!!!!!!!!! Sun, 24 Jan 2010 22:16:13 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/aofjoweij_o_42466 http://www.flameup.com/life/aofjoweij_o_42466 I dont get! I really just dont get it. Why cant i be with him. He makes me happy, he's a family man. He has grown up and matured and I want him. He is always there to hear me out. You say that there is a reason but you cant tell me. I want to know, did  he kill a man, is he sick? What is it, i dont understand? i spend hours on tthe phone with him, talking about absolutely nothing. We've grown up together and you have absolutely no idea what goes on. You dont know that I was sexually active, you have no idea that the boys you thought was pretty good was really the most toxic vile demon. Why would you let me go out with it and not Joel. I love him. I look at him and my stomach flips around in six different directions at once. His kisses are the most amazing gifts. He hold me the right way and love me unconditionaly. If you wont let me go out with him now, ill get my way after I turn 18 in a year and a halfs time. Thu, 31 Dec 2009 05:13:24 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/A_rant_on_the_lady_who_wont_let_me_be_with_the_man_I_love_98215 http://www.flameup.com/life/A_rant_on_the_lady_who_wont_let_me_be_with_the_man_I_love_98215 YOU FUCKING SLUT I HATE YOU!! You were supposed to be my friend but put your filthy hand on him. U STD FILLED PUS BUBBLE U CAN GO BURN IN A TOASTER!!! How dare you think that im just ok with what you did. I cant smile at you without wanting to punch the lights out of you and frankly im sooo glad that those rumors are out, maybe you'll get a taste of what your new bf has done to me. YOULL SOON SEE THAT HE IS NOTHING. HE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL AND WILL ONLY BRING YOU DOWN.  Your a stupid bitch for the valedictorian. If he is after me, why would you think he is in love with you. I dont want him, and i dont want you to have him. i want him to drown just like I did. I want him to feel the pain, to have ppl messaging him threatningly everyday. I WANT YOU FEEL JUST AS BAD OR WORSE FOR BIENG THE CAUSE FOR MY PAIN!!! <3 Love ya Thu, 31 Dec 2009 05:06:09 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/A_rant_on_the_Bitch_who_got_too_close_30905 http://www.flameup.com/life/A_rant_on_the_Bitch_who_got_too_close_30905     I truly cannot believe that this is happening. I have been with my boyfriend for two years. Our relationship was rocky but never abusive. He courted me for almost six months before I decided to go out with him and our relationship was beautiful. We were both so in love and it felt as if it was never ending. But the truth is that I forced myself to like him and i truly only liked him because he "loved me". But nevertheless at the moment is was true and pure. I thrived on this for a long time. Then i was plunged into a sickening depression almost 3 or 4 months after we started to go out. He was there for me the entire time. My parents met him and i met his also. We went out on dates and talked on the phone for hours and hours.     At our 7th month school started up again and my grades dropped to abysmal lows. And onces again i became depressed. Nothing was going right. My friends didnt talk to me, everyclass was so hard, my parents distanced themselves and he tried to be understanding. I struggled internaly with thoughts of inadequacy, suicide and pain. I never got enough sleep and I could never concentrate on my studies; something that i had held so sacredly in the past. After 5 months towards January, i broke up with him because I thought that my parents would not allow me to be with him due to my grades. In the end I managed to pull my grades up to nearly straight A's, and I did go back with him.     But again i broke up with him. During the last few months of the school year I felt so used and manipulated. Everything about him began to repulse me. I told him that i wanted nothing to do with him. And he took this and turned every single person in our junior class against me and set them loose. I was ostricized  and cast away, even from my closest friends. All he had to do was shed a tear and everyone was there to defend him. WHAT A LITTLE BITCH!!  At that same time i began to develop feelings for my best friend Joel. Part of it was that i was afraid of bieng alone, fear, but also he brought me excitement and he was safe. He understood me and confessed that he had fallen in love with me shortly after our first encounter in our childhood. He was there when I felt no one was. A wink, a smile, or just a loving look from him would set my heart ablaze.      He was simple and although he was rough around the edges, he was trustworthy and kind. That Summer i was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. It was a terrible blow, and to make it worse not one of my friends came to see me. But Joel was there with me the whole time and i owe so much to him. The nights in the library behind the bookshelves, and escapes to the hidden corners were as much a part of my healing as the medicine. We began our relationship May 5th, two weeks after i had ended with Him. I told him May 19 and thats when my world flipped under me.  Our relationship was short lived. I realized that he was still too immature and I simply couldnt deal. We broke up in July and for who knows what reason, i was back with him in August.    I realize it. I was weak in everyway. That summer i lost alot of weight. I felt so much better about myself and i believed that i truly deserved better than him. At the same  time he aquired a new little friend who i will rant about later. He met her because she was the girlfrend of his best friend. I warned him, god knows i warned him over and over again to stay away from her. There is nothing more dangerous to a relationship than a heartbroken lonely friend whose only looking for a shoulder to cry on. I must admit i was very territorial and she was too close. I knew there was something going on. At my sweet sixteen i heard they were making out outside the hotel. The txts and calls were there.   The day of the diabetes walk for our school came and the three of us went to get something to drink. I had to do it. I told straight up. There is something wrong with this picture. I dont mind you having galfriends but ur too close. Nip it in the bud or else i will. He sed nothing was going on but im not that stupid. I took my self out of the pictured and two weeks later he was with her.    I met a boy who was so cool. He was younger than I, but we were so much alike. We hung out a couple times and went a few dates but nothing ever happened because my parents didnt like him. That lasted about 3 weeks. At that point I hadnt seen Joel since August and it was almost December. The first time we saw e/o, the attraction was there. It had never left and we kissed passionately for the longest time. And with that our relationship was rekindled. But there was one obstacle that would not be overcome. My mother. She wanted nothing to do with my bieng with Joel. She loved him, but as a soon and would never accept him as my boyfriend. Keep in mind that my first kiss was with him, Joel was the second. Right now Joel and I are together and im so happy but who knows for how long. Thu, 31 Dec 2009 04:58:21 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/I_cant_believe_that_this_is_happening_16682 http://www.flameup.com/life/I_cant_believe_that_this_is_happening_16682 im fuckin pist cuz my mom wont buy me WOW i told her i would do the choures for the $15 every mounth by doing choures for the same choures that she hates and complanes 24/7 about my god shes retarted dosent she want no choures comeon think Sat, 12 Dec 2009 07:54:57 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/RWAR_80680 http://www.flameup.com/life/RWAR_80680 Now keep in mind I am talking about full figured women the entire time, not out and out fat, really big women. Are Americans self-hating and altruistic? I think so...Why does the country that I so love have to be this way. Over 60 % of Americans are "over weight" but we really really hate fat people as a society. Plus America's guidelines for what is a healthy weight are skewed, and apparently are subject to change. In 1998 a healthy body mass index was between 18 and 27, they changed that in the same year to 25; putting millions of Americans in the over weight category over night. So is it distorted perception? Why was it ok to have a BMI of 27 in 1998, but it isn't now? Does America mess around with what is “healthy” based on what the current media dictates? However, studies show that the healthiest people are those who are over weight, but not obese (they live the longest, have the least health problems etc.). I believe that is a BMI between 25 and 30.       Skipping over the rest of the health implications, what about the hatred toward fat or “health” in America / the media? When did the pendulum swing from favoring people like Marylin Monroe to people like Megan Fox or Paris Hilton? What woman started the thin loving craze? And beyond weight, we now favor straight hair and sallow/pale skin instead of healthy rosy cheeks. (It means your blood is flowing ppl!!!). More over, what does this say about most of the men in this country? They don't like real, full breasts? They favor small ones or plastic ones? There is something about the ride of natural breasts that is lovely...silicone is incomparable (but silicone doesn't sag; am I right?). And what about wide hips? Or a fleshy posterior? Those are all signs of fertility, and strength that a woman should have. And instinctually a man should be attracted to that, because that means the continuation of his species which is the main goal of all life. Now does that mean that all these men who only like slim woman have lost their natural instincts? Or does it mean that they are lying because they are afraid of what people think? Or does it mean that they are brainwashed by the media? Debate, please.       Finally, what does this say about American society as compared to virtually every other society in the world? Being a little fleshy is a sign of health and wealth; you can afford to eat! AMERICA IS OVERWEIGHT IN A “RECESSION”! I'm proud. In countries where they have less, being filled out is so desirable. That movie “Phat Girls” explains how African cultures love full figured women. Many places in South America, and Europe do too. Just consider the paintings of women from the Renaissance, like the Venus on the half shell. And the paintings of Peter Paul Rubens. So tell me please...What is wrong with this picture? Fri, 11 Dec 2009 15:42:43 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/Hypocrisy_98864 http://www.flameup.com/life/Hypocrisy_98864 Instantly update your friends with twitter signature banner. Tue, 08 Dec 2009 20:07:14 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/Twitter_signature_banner_77897 http://www.flameup.com/life/Twitter_signature_banner_77897 So I'm working my butt off trying to graduate and my Organic Chemistry class is so hard and I don't know if i can even graduate on time now.. .. I'm spending thousands of $$$ applying to graduate schools and flying around the country for interviews... and i'm NEVER going to use OChem again, so why the hell does everyone have to take it?  Like less than 1% of all people in the WORLD use ochem to make drugs and shit and they get paid really well, so good for them! I'm not smart enough to make half a million dollars a year, so why do I have to take their classes?  It is now my third time through the whole class and i still don't get the SN1 Sn2 E1 E2 bullshit...OK, so I'm a dumb fucknig retard.  Just let me graduate for the LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY.  I DON'T NEED YOUR STUPID OCHEM AND I'M SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!!! Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:01:38 -0500 http://www.flameup.com/life/Organic_chemistry_sucks_ass_47905 http://www.flameup.com/life/Organic_chemistry_sucks_ass_47905 I went to this website... FML!!! Tue, 15 Sep 2009 23:47:01 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Fuck_my_life_98824 http://www.flameup.com/life/Fuck_my_life_98824 Gary Favia -This guy is a total scum. Hes a rude jerk that comes to my coffee shop every morning ! Make horrible remarks and rapes me with his nasty words..... Tue, 11 Aug 2009 13:21:11 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Gary_Favia_37067 http://www.flameup.com/life/Gary_Favia_37067 Can't you just CLOSE YOUR LEGS and KEEP YOUR THING IN YOUR PANTS I mean, seriously, you have like 10 more years left before you have to please your mum by giving her grandchildern!!! what is the rush?? Or more so- DIDN'T THOSE HEALTH CLASSES TEACH YOU ANYTHING?? Condoms anyone?? The pill??! If you can't afford it- what makes you think you can afford a kid?? stupid. GRRR...no longer is finishing school an accomplishment- it's finishing school wihout a bloddy baby that proves your a success! - You're just spoliing it for all of us that want to have a life - not be worrying about changing nappies and school fees before we turn 20! Mon, 10 Aug 2009 04:18:25 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Teenage_Pregnancy_30247 http://www.flameup.com/life/Teenage_Pregnancy_30247 ok so lauren is throwing a huge end-of-the-year party and like im the only one that wasn't invited! we use to be like bffs! now i thought we were at least friends...but i guess not...i feel really discluded because like 10 pple have asked me if im going and i didn't even think those pple that asked me were friends with her...>:( idk??? Sat, 06 Jun 2009 05:37:00 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Was_my_friend_90578 http://www.flameup.com/life/Was_my_friend_90578 so i've been told im pretty and nice by guys before but i don't get asked out or ever hear about anyone that likes me. im in 8th grade and all my guy friends like my bff. in my opinion im prettier than her, not to be mean but.. so im just so mad!! ahh like 6 guys like her right now! i don't know of really anyone that likes me..! I don't get it! am i intimidating them or something?? or am i just not that likeabe?! im not sure what to think but im started to feel really down about this..:( sometimes i act a little more hyper and outgoing in front of guys...is that maybe what's driving them away?? (btw i hang out with an average group, if that makes a difference in what type of guys i hang out with like?) idk! uggggg!!! Sat, 06 Jun 2009 05:31:50 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Stupid_boys_56729 http://www.flameup.com/life/Stupid_boys_56729 hi its amy constable Sat, 09 May 2009 07:58:38 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/house_50015 http://www.flameup.com/life/house_50015 Obama wants to spread the wealth so poor people get more help, but he's trying to tax my charitable donations.  WTF mate? Sat, 02 May 2009 00:21:11 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Obama_wants_to_spread_the_wealth_48908 http://www.flameup.com/life/Obama_wants_to_spread_the_wealth_48908 That little whiny bitch who failed Miss California should go and fucking kill hiimself.  Gay people are NOT a 'race' like they seem to think.  If gay people got the right to marry, you can bet a million dollars that they won't stop there.  All they want to do is push their misguided agenda into everyone's face.  They will go into our churches and try to get our prechers in trouble for saying gay sex is wrong.   GAY SEX IS WRONG. If you disagree, don't bother replying, just go fuck yourself. Sat, 02 May 2009 00:19:31 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Perez_Hilton_80947 http://www.flameup.com/life/Perez_Hilton_80947 Why the fuck do I have to take a piss test for drugs to work, but yet when I pay my taxes Obama GIVES part of that money to people who don't have to work OR take a drug test?? Doesn't seem fair. They get paid by me (and you) to sit at home and do drugs, meanwhile, if I do the same drugs I'm paying them to do I end up doing the same thing they are doing.  But I don't want to be like them and produce nothing but shit. Whats a fella to do? Sun, 26 Apr 2009 04:07:27 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Why_no_piss_test_for_welfare_79263 http://www.flameup.com/life/Why_no_piss_test_for_welfare_79263 Paparazzi brought misforune on madonna. she fell of her horse and got hurt when her horse was startled by paparazzi who jumped out of bushes in an attempt to photograph her. Good thing that she did not face the fate of princess Diana or Christopher Reeve. Sun, 19 Apr 2009 20:32:54 -0400 http://www.flameup.com/life/Paparazzi_scares_the_hell_out_of_Madonna_s_horse_and_sends_her_to_hospital_29718 http://www.flameup.com/life/Paparazzi_scares_the_hell_out_of_Madonna_s_horse_and_sends_her_to_hospital_29718